Dying
Testimonies Of Saved And Unsaved
TRIUMPHANT
DEATH OF IGNATIUS
Ignatius,
one of the ancient fathers of the church, was born in Syria,
and brought up under the care of the Apostle John. About the
year 67, he became bishop of Antioch. In this important
station he continued above 40 years, both an honor and a
safeguard to the Christian religion; undaunted in the midst
of very tempestuous times, and unmoved with the prospect of
suffering a cruel death. He taught men to think little of the
present life; to value and love the good things to come; and
never to be deterred from a course of piety and virtue, by
the fear of any temporal evils whatever; to oppose only
meekness to anger, humility to boasting, and prayers to
curses and reproaches.
This
excellent man was selected by the emperor Trajan, as a
subject whose sufferings might be proper to inspire terror
and discouragement in the hearts of the Christians at Rome.
He was condemned to die for his faith in Christ, and ordered
to be thrown among wild beasts to be devoured by them. This
cruel sentence, far from weakening his attachment to the
great cause he had espoused, excited thankfulness of heart,
that he had been counted worthy to suffer for the sake of
religion. "I thank thee, O Lord," said he,
"that thou hast condescended thus to honor me with thy
love; and hast thought me worthy, with thy apostle Paul, to
be bound in chains."
On his
passage to Rome he wrote a letter to his fellow Christians
there, to prepare them to acquiesce in his sufferings, and to
assist him with their prayers. "Pray for me," said
he, "that God would give me both inward and outward
strength, that I may not only say, but do well; that I may
not only be called a Christian, but be found one."
Animated by the cheering prospect of the reward of his
sufferings, he said: "Now, indeed, I begin to be a
disciple; I weigh neither visible nor invisible things, in
comparison with an interest in Jesus Christ." With the
utmost Christian fortitude he met the wild beasts assigned
for his destruction and triumphed in death. -- Power of
Religion.
002 --
WONDERFUL CONVERSION OT MARY LONES
We were
requested to visit a young woman, nearly gone with
consumption, who resisted every effort that was made to bring
her to Christ. We went, trusting in the Lord for help. She
received us respectfully, but seemed quite careless about her
soul. The Spirit of the Lord soon touched her heart, and she
became distressed on account of her sins; at one time while
praying with her she began to plead in real earnest for
herself and continued in prayer until she could say, "I
am the Lord's and He is mine." A sweet peace settled
down on her soul and soon after she received the clear
witness that her sins were forgiven. Although she was very
weak and could hardly speak above a whisper, yet, when the
Lord set the seal of Bis Spirit to the work wrought in her
soul, her shouts of victory could be heard through the entire
building.
She soon
began to yearn for entire sanctification, and her soul was
greatly drawn out in prayer for the blessing. At one time we
read to her the fourth chapter of Ist John and encouraged her
to look to be made perfect in love, to believe for it and
expect it every moment until it was given. "Oh!"
said she, "that is just what 1 need, and I am praying
for it all the while" -- although she did not know the
name of the blessing she was seeking. She had many conflicts
with the powers of darkness before she obtained this victory.
At length the all-cleansing touch was given. It was about
five o'clock one Sabbath evening a few weeks before her
death. Her soul had been much drawn out in prayer all day for
purity of heart. She said the Spirit fell on her and seemed
to go through both soul and body. She had been confined to
her bed and was so weak we thought she would never again
stand on her feet; but when she received the blessing she not
only had the use of her voice, but walked the floor back and
forth, shouting aloud, "Glory to God." We were told
that she had naturally a fiery disposition, but after this
baptism she was all patience, resignation, love and praise.
Her sufferings were very great toward the last, but not a
murmur or complaint was ever heard. Neither tongue nor pen
can describe some of the scenes witnessed in that little
room. From the time that she received the blessing of perfect
love, until her death, her sky was unclouded, her
conversation in heaven, and her experience, although a young
convert, was that of a mature Christian. Her light on the
things of God and the state of deceived professors of
religion was wonderful. She seemed to have an unclouded view
of her heavenly inheritance and longed to depart and be with
Christ. On one occasion, when we were singing --
Filled
with delight, my raptured soul Would here no longer stay,
Though Jordan's waves around me roll, Fearless, I launch away
--
she
raised her hand in triumph and repeated the word,
"fearless, fearless," while glory unspeakable
beamed from her countenance. At times, when talking or
singing of her heavenly home, she appeared more like an
inhabitant of heaven than of earth. She was truly the most
beautiful, angelic-looking being we ever saw. She died in
triumph; was conscious to the last, and whispered, "I
walk through the valley in peace;" then pointing to each
one that stood around her bed, she raised her hand, as if to
say, "Meet me in Heaven." She then folded her hands
on her breast, looked up, smiled, and was gone.
Glory to
God and the Lamb forever; another safely landed. -- Brands
From The Burning.
003 --
THE AWFUL DEATH OF SIR FRANCIS NEWPORT
Sir
Francis Newport was trained in early life to understand the
great truths of the gospel; and while in early manhood it was
hoped that he would become an ornament and a blessing to his
family and the nation, the result was far otherwise. He fell
into company that corrupted his principles and his morals. He
became an avowed infidel, and a life of dissipation soon
brought on a disease that was incurable. When he felt that he
must die, he threw himself on the bed, and after a brief
pause, be exclaimed as follows: "Whence this war in my
heart? What argument is there now to assist me against
matters of fact? Do I assert that there is no hell, while I
feel one in my own bosom? Am I certain there is no after
retribution, when I feel present judgment? Do I affirm my
soul to be as mortal as my body, when this languishes, and
that is vigorous as ever? O that any one would restore unto
me that ancient gourd of piety and innocence! Wretch that I
am, whither shall I flee from this breast? What will become
of me?"
An
infidel companion tried to dispel his thoughts, to whom he
replied. "That there is a God, I know, because I
continually feel the effects of His wrath; that there is a
hell I am equally certain, having received an earnest of my
inheritance there already in my breast; that there is a
natural conscience I now feel with horror and amazement,
being continually upbraided by it with my impieties, and all
my iniquities, and all my sins brought to my remembrance. Why
God has marked me out for an example of His vengeance, rather
than you, or any one of my acquaintance, I presume is because
I have been more religiously educated, and have done greater
despite to the Spirit of grace. O that I was to lie upon the
fire that never is quenched a thousand years, to purchase the
favor of Gods and be reunited to Him again! But it is a
fruitless wish. Millions of millions of years will bring me
no nearer to the end of my torments than one poor hour. O,
eternity, eternity! Who can discover the abyss of eternity?
Who can paraphrase upon these words -- forever and
ever?"
Lest his
friends should think him insane, he said: "You imagine
me melancholy, or distracted. I wish I were either; but it is
part of my judgment that I am not. No; my apprehension of
persons and things is more quick and vigorous than it was
when I was in perfect health; and it is my curse, because I
am thereby more sensible of the condition I am fallen into.
Would you be informed why I am become a skeleton in three or
four days? See now, then. I have despised my Maker, and
denied my Redeemer. I have joined myself to the atheist and
profane, and continued this course under many convictions,
till my iniquity was ripe for vengeance, and the just
judgment of God overtook me when my security was the
greatest, and the checks of my conscience were the
least."
As his
mental distress and bodily disease were hurrying him into
eternity, he was asked if he would have prayer offered in his
behalf; he turned his face, and exclaimed, "Tigers and
monsters! are ye also become devils to torment me? Would ye
give me prospect of heaven to make my hell more
intolerable?"
Soon
after, his voice failing, and uttering a groan of
inexpressible horror, he cried out, "OH, THE
INSUFFERABLE PANGS OF HELL!" and died at once, dropping
into the very hell of which God gave him such an awful
earnest, to be a constant warning to multitudes of careless
sinners. --
004 --
POLYCARP, THE SAINTED CHRISTIAN FATHER
Polycarp,
an eminent Christian father, was born in the reign of Nero.
Ignatius recommended the church of Antioch to the care and
superintendence of this zealous father, who appears to have
been unwearied in his endeavors to preserve the peace of the
church, and to promote piety and virtue amongst men.
During
the persecution which raged at Smyrna, in the year 167, the
distinguished character of Polycarp attracted the attention
of the enemies of Christianity. The general outcry was,
"Let Polycarp be sought for." When he was taken
before the proconsul, he was solicited to reproach Christ,
and save his life: but with a holy indignation, he nobly
replied: "Eighty and six years have I served Christ, who
has never done me any injury: how then can I blaspheme my
King and Savior?"
When he
was brought to the stake, the executioner offered, as usual,
to nail him to it; but he said, "Let me alone as I am:
He who has given me strength to come to the fire, will also
give me patience to abide in it, without being fastened with
nails."
Part of
his last prayer, at his death, was as follows: "O God,
the Father of Thy beloved son, Jesus Christ, by whom we have
received the knowledge of Thyself; O God of angels and
powers, of every creature, and of all the just who live in
Thy presence; I thank Thee that Thou hast graciously
vouchsafed, this day and this hour, to allot me a portion
amongst the number of martyrs. O Lord, receive me; and make
me a companion of saints in the resurrection, through the
merits of our great High Priest, the Lord Jesus Christ. I
praise and adore Thee, through thy beloved Son, to whom, with
Thee, and Thy Holy Spirit, be all honor and glory, both now
and forever. Amen." -- Power of Religion.
005 --
THE MARTYR PATRICK HAMILTON
On the
first of March, 1528, some eight years before Tyndale was
betrayed by a Romish spy, Archbishop Beaton condemned Patrick
Hamilton to be burned because he advocated the doctrines of
the Reformation and exposed the errors of popery.
The
principal accusations were that he taught that it was proper
for the poor people to read God's Word and that it was
useless to offer masses for the souls of the dead. Hamilton
admitted the truth of these charges, and boldly defended his
doctrine. But his judges, Archbishop Beaton and the bishops
and clergy associated with him in council, could not endure
the truths presented by their prisoner, which indeed were
greatly to their disadvantage; for a people before whom an
open Bible is spread will soon test by it the lives and
teachings of their pastors, and to abolish masses for the
dead is to cut off a chief source of the revenues of Rome's
priesthood. Hamilton therefore was quickly condemned, and in
a few hours afterwards, to avoid any possibility of his
rescue by influential friends, the stake was prepared before
the gate of St. Salvador College.
When the
martyr was brought to the stake, he removed his outer
garments and gave them to his servant, with the words,
"These will not profit me in the fire, but they will
profit thee. Hereafter thou canst have no profit from me
except the example of my death, which I pray thee keep in
memory, for, though bitter to the flesh and fearful before
man, it is the door of eternal life, which none will attain
who denies Christ Jesus before this ungodly generation."
His
agony was prolonged by a slow fire, so that his execution
lasted some six hours; but, through it all, he manifested
true heroism and unshaken faith in the truth of the doctrines
which he preached. His last words were, "How long, O
Lord, shall darkness brood over this realm? Bow long wilt
thou suffer this tyranny of man? Lord Jesus, receive my
spirit."
Thus, in
the bloom of early manhood, died Scotland's first Reformation
martyr, and his death was not in vain. A Romanist afterwards
said, "The smoke of Patrick Hamilton infected all it
blew upon." His mouth was closed, but the story of his
death was repeated by a thousand tongues. It emboldened
others to seek a martyr's crown, and stirred up many more to
defend the truths for which he died, and to repudiate the
hierarchy which found it necessary to defend itself by such
means. "Humanly speaking," says the author of
"The Champions of the Reformation," to whom we are
chiefly indebted for the facts of our sketch, "could
there have been found a fitter apostle for ignorant,
benighted Scotland than this eloquent, fervent, pious man?
Endowed with all those gifts that sway the heads of the
masses, a zealous, pious laborer in season and out of season,
what Herculean labors might he not have accomplished! What
signal triumphs might he not have achieved! So men may
reason, but God judged otherwise. A short trial, a brief
essay in the work he loved and longed for, was permitted to
him, and then the goodly vessel, still in sight of land, was
broken in pieces. " -- Heroes and Heroines
006 --
REV. E. PAYSON'S JOYFUL EXPERIENCES AND TRIUMPHANT DEATH
He was
asked, by a friend, if he could see any particular reason for
this dispensation. He replied, "No; but I am as well
satisfied as if I could see ten thousand reasons."
In a
letter dictated to his sister he writes: "Were I to
adopt the figurative language of Bunyan, I might date this
letter from the land of Beulah, of which I have been for some
time such a happy inhabitant. The celestial city is full in
view. Its glories beam upon me; its breezes fan me; its odors
are wafted to me; its sounds strike upon my ears, and its
spirit is breathed into my heart. Nothing separates me from
it but the river of death, which now appears as an
insignificant rill, which can be crossed at a single step,
whenever God shall give permission. The Sun of Righteousness
has been gradually drawing nearer and nearer, appearing
larger and brighter as He approached, and now fills the whole
hemisphere, pouring forth a flood of glory, in which I seem
to float like an insect in the beams of the sun, exulting,
yet almost trembling, while I gaze on this excessive
brightness, and wondering why God should deign thus to shine
upon a sinful worm."
On being
asked, "Do you feel reconciled?" he replied,
"O, that is too cold; I rejoice; I triumph; and this
happiness will endure as long as God himself, for it consists
in admiring and adoring Him. I can find no words to express
my happiness. I seem to be swimming in a river of pleasure,
which is carrying me to the great fountain. It seems as if
all the bottles in heaven were opened, and all its fullness
and happiness have come down into my heart. God has been
depriving me of one blessing after another, but as each one
has removed, He has come in and filled up its place. If God
had told me sometime ago, that He was about to make me as
happy as I could be in this world, and that He should begin
by crippling me in all my limbs, and removing from me all my
usual sources of enjoyment, I should have thought it a very
strange mode of accomplishing His purposes, now, when I am a
cripple, and not able to move, I am happier than I ever was
in my life before, or ever expected to be.
"It
has often been remarked, that people who have passed into the
other world cannot come back to tell us what they have seen;
but I am so near the eternal world, that I can almost see as
clearly as if I were there; and I see enough to satisfy me of
the truth of the doctrines I have preached. I do not know
that I should feel at all surer had I been really
there."
"Watchman,
what of the night!" asked a gray-headed member of his
church. "I should think it was about noonday,"
replied the dying Payson.
The
ruling passion being strong in death, he sent a request to
his pulpit, that his people should repair to his
sick-chamber. They did so in specified classes, a few at a
time and received his dying message.
To the
young men of his congregation, he said: "I felt desirous
that you might see that the religion I have preached can
support me in death. You know that I have many ties which
bind me to earth; a family to which I am strongly attached,
and a people whom I love almost as well; but the other world
acts like a much stronger magnet, and draws my heart away
from this."
"Death
comes every night, and stands by my bedside in the form of
terrible convulsions, every one of which threatens to
separate the soul from the body. These grow worse and worse,
till every bone is almost dislocated with pain. Yet, while my
body is thus tortured, my soul is perfectly, perfectly happy
and peaceful. I lie here and feel these convulsions extending
higher and higher, but my soul is filled with joy
unspeakable! I seem to swim in a flood of glory, which God
pours down upon me. Is it a delusion, that can fill the soul
to overflowing with joy in such circumstances? If so, it is a
delusion better than any reality. It is no delusion. I feel
it is not. I enjoy this happiness now. And now, standing as I
do, on the ridge that separates the two worlds -- feeling
what intense happiness the soul is capable of sustaining, and
judging of your capacities by my own, and believing that
those capacities will be filled to the very brim with joy or
wretchedness forever, my heart yearns over you, my children,
that you may choose life, and not death. I long to present
every one of you with a cup of happiness, and see you drink
it."
"A
young man," he continued, "just about to leave the
world, exclaimed, 'The battle's fought, the battle's fought,
but the victory is lost forever!' But I can say, The battle's
fought -- and the victory is won -- the victory is won
forever! I am going to bathe in the ocean of purity, and
benevolence, and happiness, to all eternity. And now, my
children, let me bless you, not with the blessing of a poor,
feeble, dying man, but with the blessing of the infinite
God." He then pronounced the apostolic benediction.
A friend
said to him, "I presume it is no longer incredible to
you, that martyrs should rejoice and praise God in the flames
and on the rack?"
"No,"
said he; "I can easily believe it. I have suffered
twenty times as much as I could in being burned at the stake,
while my joy in God so abounded as to render my sufferings
not only tolerable, but welcome."
At
another time, he said: "God is literally now my all in
all. While He is present with me, no event can in the least
diminish my happiness; and were the whole world at my feet,
trying to minister to my comfort, they could not add one drop
to my cup."
To Mrs.
Payson, who observed to him, "Your head feels hot and
seems to be distended"; he replied: "It seems as if
the soul disdained such a narrow prison, and was determined
to break through with an angel's energy, and I trust with no
small portion of an angel's feeling, until it mounts on
high."
"It
seems as if my soul had found a new pair of wings, and was so
eager to try them, that in her fluttering, she would rend.
the fine network of the body in pieces."
THE
CLOSING SCENE
On
Sabbath, October 21, 1827, his last agony commenced, attended
with that labored breathing and rattling in the throat which
rendered articulation extremely difficult. His daughter was
summoned from the Sabbath-school, and received his dying kiss
and "God bless you, my daughter." He smiled on a
group of church members and exclaimed, with holy emphasis,
"Peace, peace! victory!" He smiled on his wife and
children and said, in the language of dying Joseph, "I
am going, but God will surely be with you!"
He
rallied from the death conflict and said to his physician
"that although he had suffered the pangs of death, and
got almost within the gates of Paradise, yet, if it was God's
will that he should come back and suffer still more, he was
resigned." He passed through a similar scene in the
afternoon and again revived.
On
Monday morning, his dying agonies returned in all their
severity. For three hours every breath was a groan. On being
asked if his sufferings were greater than on the preceding
Sunday night, he answered, "incomparably greater."
He said the greatest temporal blessing of which he could
conceive would be one breath of air.
Mrs.
Payson, fearing from the expression of suffering on his
countenance that he was in mental distress, questioned him.
He replied, "Faith and patience hold out." These
were the last words of the dying Christian hero.
He
gradually sunk away, till about the going down of the sun his
chastened and purified spirit, all mantled with the glory of
Christian triumph in life and death, ascended to share the
everlasting glory of his Redeemer before the eternal throne.
-- Fifty Years and Beyond.
007 --
THE AWFUL DEATH OF AN INFIDEL SON
"I
will never be guilty of founding my hopes for the future upon
such a compiled mess of trash as is contained in that book
(the Bible), mother. Talk o] that's being the production of
an Infinite mind; a boy ten years of age, if he was
half-witted, could have told a straighter story, and made a
better book. I believe it to be the greatest mess of lies
ever imposed upon the public. I would rather go to hell (if
there is such a place) than have the name of bowing to that
impostor -- Jesus Christ -- and be dependent on his merits
for salvation."
"Beware!
Beware! my son, 'for God is not mocked,' although 'He beareth
with the wicked long, yet he will not keep His anger
forever.' And 'all manner of sin shall be forgiven men,
except the sin against the Holy Ghost, which has no
forgiveness.' And many are the examples, both in sacred and
profane history, of men who have been smitten down in the
midst of their sinning against that blessed Spirit."
"Very
well, father, I'll risk all the cutting down that I shall get
for cursing that book, and all the agonies connected
therewith. Let it come, I'm not at all scared."
"O
Father, lay not this sin to his charge, for he knows not what
he does."
"Yes,
I do know what I'm about, and what I say -- and mean
it."
"John,
do you mean to drive your mother raving distracted? Oh, my
God! what have I done that this dreadful trial should come
upon me in my old age?"
"Mother,
if you don't want to hear me speak my sentiments, why do you
always begin the subject? If you do not want to hear it,
don't ever broach the subject again, for I shall never talk
of that book, in any other way."
The
above conversation took place between two fond parents and an
only son, who was at home on a visit from college, and now
was about to return. And the cause of this outburst was, the
kind-hearted Christian parents had essayed to give him a few
words of kind admonition, which, alas! proved to be the last.
And the above were his last words which he spoke to them as
he left the house.
How
anxiously those fond parents looked after him as though
something told them that something dreadful would happen.
What scalding tears were those that coursed their way down
these furrowed cheeks! Oh! that they might have been put in
the bottle of mercy! Poor, wretched young man, it had been
better for him had the avalanche from the mountain crushed
him beneath its deadly weight ere those words escaped his
lips. Little did he think that He who said, "Honor thy
father and mother," and, "He that hardeneth his
heart, and stiffeneth his neck, shall suddenly be destroyed,
and that without remedy," was so soon going to call him
to give an account for those words, so heart-rending to his
aged parents, and so dreadful in the sight of a holy God. He
had imbibed those dreadful principles from an infidel
room-mate at college. Beware, young men, with whom you
associate, lest you fall as did this unfortunate young man.
John B.
left his home and hastened to the depot where he took the
cars which were to bear him to M. where he was in a few
months to finish his studies. The whistle blew, and away
swept the cars "across the trembling plain." But
alas! they had gone but a few miles, when the cars, coming
round a curve in a deep cut, came suddenly upon an
obstruction on the track, which threw the engine and two of
the cars at once from the rails.
As fate
would seem to have it, the wicked son (John B.) was that
moment passing between them. He was thrown in an instant from
the platform, his left arm being "broken, and his skull
fractured by the fall; and in an instant one of the wheels
passed directly over both his legs near the body, breaking
and mangling them in the most dreadful manner. Strange as it
may seem, no one else was injured. The dreadful news soon
reached his already grief-stricken parents; and ere long that
beloved, yet ungrateful son, was borne back to them; not as
he left, but lying upon a litter a poor, mangled, raving
maniac. Why these pious parents were called to pass through
this dreadful trial, He "whose ways are in the deep and
past finding out," only knows; except that by this sad
example of His wrath many might be saved. Many skillful
physicians were called, but the fiat of the Almighty had gone
forth, and man could not recall it. When the news reached the
college, his class-mates hastened to see him. When they came,
nature was fast sinking, but the immortal part was becoming
dreadfully alive. Oh! that heart-rending scene. His reason
returning brought with it a dreadful sense of his situation.
His first words were, and oh, may never mortal hear such a
cry as that again upon the shores of time:
"Mother!
I'm lost! lost! lost! damned! damned! damned forever!"
and as his class-mates drew near to the bed, among whom was
the one who had poisoned his mind with infidelity, with a
dreadful effort he rose in the bed and cried, as he fixed his
glaring eyes upon him: "J___, you have brought me to
this, you have damned my soul! May the curses of the Almighty
and the Lamb rest upon your soul forever."
Then
like a hellish fiend, he gnashed his teeth, and tried to get
hold of him that he might tear him in pieces. Then followed a
scene from which the strongest fled with horror. But those
poor parents had to hear and see it all, for he would not
suffer them to be away a moment. He fell back upon his bed
exhausted, crying, "O mother! mother, get me some water
to quench this fire that is burning me to death"; then
he tore his hair and rent his breast; the fire had already
begun to burn, the smoke of which shall ascend up for ever
and ever. And then again he cried, "O mother, save me,
the devils have come after me. O mother, take me in your
arms, and don't let them have me." And as his mother
drew near to him, he buried his face in that fond bosom which
had nourished and cherished him, but, alas, could not now
protect or shield from the storm of the Almighty's wrath, for
he turned from her, and with an unearthly voice he shrieked,
"Father! mother! father, save me; they come to drag my
soul -- my soul to hell." And with his eyes starting
from their sockets, he fell back upon his bed a corpse. The
spirit had fled -- not like that of Lazarus, borne on the
wings of a convoy of angels, but dragged by fiends to meet a
fearful doom. May his dreadful fall prove a warning to those
who would unwittingly walk in the same path. -- Earnest
Christian, September, 1867
008 --
"CHILDREN, IS THIS DEATH? HOW BEAUTIFUL! HOW
BEAUTIFUL!"
A
preacher in Oregon, Rev. J. T. Leise, writes us as follows:
"I thought it might be to the glory of God to give you
an account of my mother's death. She died July 28, 1888, in
the township of Winnebago City, Faribault County, Minnesota.
About six months before her death I left home to enter the
work of the Lord. At that time, and also for years, mother
had what we often call an up-and-down experience. About July
1st, of the same year she died, I got word to return home to
see her die. On my arrival I found mother very low, but
having a strong faith in God. I said, 'Mother, you have a
better experience than you have ever had.' 'Yes, Johnnie,'
she said, 'about three months ago I got what I have longed
for for years.' Mother's disease was of a dropsical
character. With limbs swollen, she would suffer intensely;
but her faith in Jesus never wavered. She would often speak
of the glorious prospects in view. The morning she died,
about four o'clock, a sister and I were sitting by her bed
fanning her, when she suddenly opened her eyes and said,
'Children, is this death? How beautiful; how beautiful.' I
said, 'Mother, you will soon be at rest. It won't be long
before you shall have crossed over and are at home.' Mother
never could sing to amount t o any. thing, but on this
occasion she sang as if inspired from Heaven,
O I long
to be there
And His glories to share
And to lean on my Savior's breast.
About
four hours after we were around her bed having family
worship, when, without a struggle, she passed away to be
forever with the Lord. Amen-
009 --
"MA, I CAN'T DIE TILL YOU PROMISE ME."
At the
close of a series of meetings in Springfield, Mass., a mother
handed me a little girl's picture wrapped in two one-dollar
bills, at the same time relating the following touching
incident:
Her only
child, at the age of six years, gave her heart to the Savior,
giving, as the pastor with whom I was laboring said, the
clearest evidence of conversion.
At once
she went to her mother and said, "Ma, I have given my
heart to Jesus and He has received me; now, won't you give
your heart to Him?" (The parents were both unconverted
at the time.) The mother replied, "I hope I shall some
time, dear Mary." The little girl said, "Do it now,
ma," and urged the mother, with all her childlike
earnestness, to give herself to the Savior then
Finding
she could not prevail in that way, she sought to secure a
promise from her mother, feeling sure she would do what she
promised; for her parents had made it & point never to
make her a promise with. out carefully fulfilling it. So time
after time she would say, "Promise me, me"; and the
mother would reply, "I do not like to promise you, Mary,
for fear I shall not fulfill."
This
request was urged at times for nearly six years, and finally
the little petitioner had to die to secure the promise.
Several
times during her sickness the parents came to her bedside to
see her die, saying to her, "You are dying now, dear
Mary." But she would say, "No, ma, I can't die till
you promise me." Still her mother was unwilling to make
the promise, lest it should not be kept. She intended to give
her heart to Jesus sometime, but was unwilling to do it
"now."
Mary
grew worse, and finally had uttered her last word on earth:
her mother was never again to hear that earnest entreaty,
"Promise me, ma."
But the
little one's spirit lingered, as if it were detained by the
angel sent to lead the mother to Jesus, that the long-sought
promise might be heard before it took its flight.
The
weeping mother stood watching the countenance of the dying
child, who seemed to say, by her look, "Ma, promise me,
and let me go to Jesus." There was a great struggle in
her heart as she said to herself, "Why do I not promise
this child? I mean to give my heart to Jesus; why not now? If
I do not promise her now I never can."
The
Spirit inclined her heart to yield. She roused her child and
said, "Mary, I will give my heart to Jesus." This
was the last bolt to be drawn; her heart was now open, and
Jesus entered at once, and she felt the joy and peace of sins
forgiven.
This,
change was so marked, she felt constrained to tell the good
news to her child, that she might bear it with her where she
went to live with Jesus; so, calling her attention once more,
she said, "Mary, I have give my heart to Jesus, and He
is my Savior now."
For six
years Mary had been praying to God and pleading with her
mother for these words; and now, and they fell upon her ear,
a peaceful smile lighted up her face, and, no longer able to
speak, she raised her little, pale hand, and pointing upward,
seemed to say, "Ma, we shall meet up there." Her
life's work was done, and her spirit returned to Him who gave
it.
The
mother's heart was full oŁ peace, though her loved one had
gone. She now felt very anxious that her husband should have
this blessing which she found in Christ.
The
parents went into the room where the remains were resting, to
look upon the face of her who slept so sweetly in death, when
the mother said, 'Husband, I promised our little Mary that I
would give my heart to Jesus, and He has received me. Now,
won't you promise?"
The Holy
Spirit was there. The strong man resisted for a while, then
yielded his will, and taking the little cold hand in his,
kneeled and said, "Jesus, I will try to seek Thee."
The
child's remains were laid in the grave. The parents were
found in the house of prayer -- the mother happy in Jesus,
and the father soon having some evidence of love to Christ.
When I
closed my labors in Springfield, Dr. Ide said to his
congregation, "I hope you will all give Bro. Earle some
token of your regard for his services before he leaves."
As this mother heard these words, she said she could, as it
were, see her little Mary's hand pointing down from heaven,
and heard her sweet voice saying, "Ma, give him my two
one-dollars."
Those
two one-dollars I have now, wrapped around the picture of
that dear child, and wherever I go, little Mary will speak
for the Savior.
Reader,
is there not some loved one now pointing down from heaven and
saying to you, "Give your heart to Jesus"? Are you
loving some earthly object more than Jesus? God may sever
that tie -- may take away your little Mary, or Willie, or
some dear friend. Will you not come to Jesus, without such a
warning? -- Bringing in Sheaves
010 --
THE CHILD MARTYR
The
noted evangelist, E. P. Hammond, writes us from his home at
Hartford, Conn., Aug. 11, 1898, and sends us the following
reliable and very touching article for this work:
I have
been surprised to notice how many children have died a martyr
death rather than deny Jesus. I want to tell you about one of
these young martyrs. In Antioch, where the disciples were
first called Christians, a deacon from the church of Caesarea
was called to bear cruel torture to force him to deny the
Lord who bought him with His precious blood. While he was
being tortured he still declared his faith, saying:
"There is but one God and one mediator between God and
man, Christ Jesus." His body was almost torn in pieces.
The cruel emperor, Galerius, seemed to enjoy looking upon him
in his suffering. At length this martyr begged his tormentors
to ask any Christian child whether it was better to worship
one God, the maker of heaven and earth, and one Savior, who
had died for us, and was able to bring us to God, or to
worship the gods many and the lords many whom the Romans
served. There stood near by a Roman mother who had brought
with her a little boy, nine years of age, that he might
witness the sufferings of this martyr from Caesarea. The
question was asked the child. He quickly replied, "God
is one and Christ is one with the Father."
The
persecutor was filled with fresh rage and cried out, "O
base and wicked Christian, that thou hast taught this child
to answer thus." Then turning to the boy, he said more
mildly, "Child, tell me who taught thee thus to speak?
Where did you learn this faith?"
The boy
looked lovingly into his mother's face and said, "It was
God that taught it to my mother, and she taught me that Jesus
Christ loved little children, and so I learned to love Him
for his first love for me."
"Let
us see what the love of Christ can do for you," cried
the cruel judge, and at a sign from him the officers who
stood by with their rods, after the fashion of the Romans,
quickly seized the boy and made ready to torture him.
"What
can the love of Christ do for him now?" asked the judge,
as the blood streamed from the tender flesh of the child.
"It helps him," answered the mother, "to bear
what his master endured for him when he died for us on the
cross."
Again
they smote the child, and every blow seemed to torture the
agonized mother as much as the child. As the blows, faster
and heavier, were laid upon the bleeding boy, they asked,
"What can the love of Christ do for him now?"
Tears
fell from heathen eyes as that Roman mother replied, "It
teaches him to forgive his tormentors." The boy watched
his mother's eyes and no doubt thought of the sufferings of
his Lord and Savior, and when his tormentors asked if he
would now serve the gods they served, he still answered,
"I will not deny Christ. There is no other God but one,
and Jesus Christ is the redeemer of the world. Be loved me
and died for me, and I love him with all my heart."
The poor
child at last fainted between the repeated strokes, and they
cast the torn and bleeding body into the mother's arms,
saying, supposing that he was dead, "See what the love
of Christ has done for your Christian boy now."
As the
mother pressed him to her heart she answered, "That love
would take him from the wrath of man to the peace of heaven,
where God shall wipe away all tears!"
But the
boy had not yet passed over the river. Opening his eyes, he
said, "Mother, can I have a drop of water from our cool
well upon my tongue?"
As he
closed his eyes in death the mother said, "Already,
dearest, thou hast tasted of the well that springeth up unto
everlasting life. Farewell! thy Savior calls for thee. Happy,
happy martyr! for His sake may He grant thy mother grace to
follow in thy bright path."
To the
surprise of all, after they thought he bad closed his eyes
and had breathed his last, he finally raised his eyes and
looked to where the elder martyr was, and said in almost a
whisper, "There is but one God, and Jesus Christ whom He
has sent." And with these words upon his parched lips,
he passed into God's presence, "where is fullness of
joy, and to His right hand, where are pleasures
forevermore."
Are you,
my dear reader, a Christian? If not, you can become one now.
That same Jesus who bled and died to save that little Roman
boy, suffered on the cross for you, and He is ever ready to
give you a new heart, so that you will love Him so much that
you would be willing to die a death of suffering rather than
deny Him.
011 --
THE SAD DEATH OF A LOST MAN
Near the
town of K___, in Texas, there lived and prospered, a wealthy
farmer, the son of a Methodist preacher, with whom the writer
was intimately acquainted. He was highly respected in the
community in which he lived. He was a kind-hearted and
benevolent man; but, however, had one great fault -- he was
very profane. He would utter the most horrible oaths without,
seemingly, the least provocation. On several occasions, I
remember having seen him under deep conviction for salvation,
during revival meetings. On one occasion, during a
camp-meeting, he was brought under powerful conviction. He
afterwards said he was suddenly frightened, and felt as if he
wanted to run away from the place. Just one year from that
time, another camp-meeting was held at the same place, and he
was again brought under conviction, but refused to yield;
after which he was suddenly taken ill, and died in three
days. I was with him in his last moments. He seemed to be
utterly forsaken of the Lord from the beginning of his
sickness. The most powerful medicines had no effect on him
whatever. Just as the sun of a beautiful Sabbath morning rose
in its splendor over the eastern hills, he died -- in
horrible agony. All through the night previous to his death,
he suffered untold physical and mental torture. He offered
the physicians all his earthly possessions if they would save
his life. He was stubborn till the very last; and would not
acknowledge his fear of death until a few moments before he
died; then, suddenly he began to look, then to stare,
horribly surprised and frightened, into the vacancy before
him; then exclaimed, as if he beheld the king of terrors in
all of his merciless wrath, "My God!" The
indescribable expression of his countenance, at this
juncture, together with the despairing tones in which he
uttered these last words, made every heart quake. His wife
screamed, and begged a brother to pray for him; but he was so
terror-stricken that he rushed out of the room. The dying man
continued to stare in dreadful astonishment, his mouth wide
open, and his eyes protruding out of their sockets, till at
last with an awful groan,
"Like
a flood with rapid force,
Death bore the wretch away."
His
little three-year-old son, the idol of his father's heart,
was convulsed with grief. This little boy, then so innocent,
grew up to be a wicked young man, and died a horrible death.
Oh how sad! When we reflect that in hell there are millions
of fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and
wives, hopelessly lost, given over forever to the mad ravages
of eternal, pitiless wrath, ever frightened by real ghosts,
tortured by serpents and scorpions, gnawed by the worm that
never dies; and when we reflect that this, the future state
of the wicked, will never abate its fury but, according to
the natural law of sin, degradation and wretchedness, will
grow worse and more furious as the black ages of eternity
roll up from darker realms, we turn for relief from the sad
reverie to the Man of Sorrows, who tasted death for every
man, then to the beautiful city. whose builder and maker is
God, to the bliss of the glorified who will shine as the
stars for ever and ever; then with renewed efforts we
continue with gratitude to work out our own, and the
salvation of others, with fear and trembling. -- The
Ambassador
012 --
THE COURAGE AND TRIUMPHANT DEATH OF ST. LAURENCE THE MARTYR
Laurentius,
usually called St. Laurence, was archdeacon under Sextus, and
when that bishop was led out to execution, Laurence
accompanied and comforted him. As they parted from each other
for the last time, Sextus warned his faithful follower that
his martyrdom would soon come after his own: that this
prophecy was true is indicated by the tradition that has been
handed down to us telling of his subsequent seizure and cruel
death.
The
Christian church of Rotor, even at this early period, had in
its treasury considerable riches -- both in money, and in
gold and silver vessels used at the services of the church.
All these treasures were under the watchful eye of Laurence,
the archdeacon. Besides maintaining its clergy, the church
supported many poor widows and orphans; nearly fifteen
hundred of these poor people, whose names Laurence kept upon
his list, lived upon the charity of the church. Sums of money
were also constantly needed to help struggling churches which
had been newly established in distant parts of the world.
Macrianus,
governor of Rome under the emperor Valerian, had heard of
these riches, and longed to seize them; he therefore sent
soldiers to arrest Laurence, who was soon taken and dragged
before the governor. As soon as Macrianus' pitiless eyes
rested upon the prisoner, he said harshly:
"I
hear that you who call yourselves Christians possess
treasures of gold and silver, and that your priests use
golden vessels at your services. Is this true?"
Laurence
answered: "The church, indeed, has great
treasures."
"Then
bring those treasures forth," said Macrianus. "Do
not your sacred books tell you to render unto Caesar the
things that are Caesar's? The emperor has need of those
riches for the defense of the empire; therefore you must
render them up."
After
reflecting deeply for a few moments, Laurence replied:
"In three days I will bring before you the greatest
treasures of the church."
This
answer satisfied the governor; so Laurence was set free, and
Macrianus impatiently awaited the time when the expected
stores of gold and silver should be placed before him.
On the
appointed day Macrianus, attended by his officers, came to
the place where the Christians usually assembled. They were
calmly received by Laurence at the entrance and invited to
pass into an inner room.
"Are
the treasures collected?" was the first question of
Macrianus.
"They
are, my lord," replied Laurence; "will you enter
and view them?"
With
these words he opened a door and displayed to the astounded
gaze of the governor, the poor pensioners of the church, a
chosen number -- a row of the lame, a row of the blind,
orphans and widows, the helpless and the weak. Astonished by
the sight, the governor turned fiercely upon Laurence,
saying: "What mean you by this mockery? Where are the
treasures of gold and silver you promised to deliver
up?"
"These
that you see before you," replied the undaunted
Laurence, "are the true treasures of the church. In the
widows and orphans you behold her gold and silver, her pearls
and precious stones. These are her real riches. Make use of
them by asking for their prayers; they will prove your best
weapon against your foes."
Enraged
and disappointed at not securing the hoped-for gold (which
had been carried to a place of safety during the three days
that had elapsed), the governor furiously commanded his
guards to seize Laurence and take him to a dungeon. There,
terrible to relate, a great fire was built upon the stone
floor, and a huge gridiron placed upon it; then the martyr
was stripped of his clothing and thrown upon this fiery bed,
to slowly perish in the scorching heat.
The
cruel tyrant gazed down upon this dreadful sight to gratify
his hatred and revenge; but the martyr had strength and
spirit to triumph over him even to the last. Not a murmur
escaped him, but with his dying breath he prayed for the.
Christian church at Rome, and for the conversion of the
entire empire to God; and so, lifting up his eyes to heaven,
he gave up the ghost.
A Roman
soldier, named Romanus, who looked on at the sufferings of
St. Laurence, was so much affected by the martyr's courage
and faith that he became a convert to Christianity. As soon
as this was known the soldier was severely scourged, and
afterward be. headed. -- Foxe's Book of Martyrs
013 --
TRIUMPHANT DEATH OF GEORGE EDWARD DRYER
This
saint of God went to heaven from Readsburg, Wis., Feb. 1,
1896. His sister, Mrs. Evaline Dryer Green, sends us the
following:
Dear
readers, come with me for a little while as I look on
memory's walls. See, there are many things written there!
Here is one story, sweet and sacred, almost too sacred to
relate; yet as" with hushed voices we talk of this, our
hearts shall melt and we shall feel that heaven is drawing
nigher.
I
remember my baby brother -- though I was a child of but four
years when he came into our home. I well remember that little
face as I saw it first. I remember the chubby brown hands
when he was a wee boy, always in mischief then. 1 was a frail
girl, and he soon outgrew me. Then those sweet years of home
life-and later the glad home comings when I was away at
school. On my return George was always the first to wave his
hand and shout for joy -- perhaps toss his hat high in the
air and give a certain "whoop" and three cheers
that I loved to hear. We were right loyal friends, my brother
and I. And then -- ah, its here I'd wish to draw the vail,
and forget. We thought he would accomplish his ambitions --
so strong, so full of life! But we will only glance at those
long months of suffering and hasten to the last. Nearly
eighteen months of weariness from coughing, and there he lay,
the picture of patient endurance, saying from his heart's
depths,
"Farewell,
mortality -- Jesus is mine
Welcome, eternity -- Jesus is mine!"
Often he
would call me near him and say, "Oh, sister, the Lord
does so save me!" To the doctor, the boys of his own
age, to neighbors, and all who came, he testified how Jesus
saved him, through and through.
The last
hours were drawing near. One of the Lord's servants came and
prayed. George prayed for father, mother, brothers and
sisters. A little later in the evening a sweat, deathly cold,
covered him. We thought he was going then -- the poor, weak
body seemed all but gone, while the spirit grew even more
bright. Ah, that picture! That high, marble-white brow,
either cheek glowing with fever intense, great, expressive
blue eyes, that peered earnestly, joyfully, all about him and
upward. Those dear hands were lifted high, while he said,
with heaven lighting his face,
"Angels
now are hovering round us."
(Even
now I feel to say, as I did then, "O death, where is thy
sting? O grave, where is thy victory?")
Again he
came back to us -- to spend one more night of suffering on
earth, and to work for God and eternity. We watched all
night, while he praised God, often saying 'under his breath,
between awful fits of coughing, "Precious Jesus!"
Toward morning he asked a dear sister to sing "I Saw A
Happy Pilgrim."
Finally
the morning came; a dark, rainy morning in February. The gray
light was just dawning when we all gathered about his bed. We
repeated beautiful texts to him, and verses of hymns that he
most loved, and encouraged him to the very river's brink. His
last spoken words were, "Eva, come on this side."
Then, peacefully he closed his eyes and grew so still.
"And
with the morn, those angel faces smile, Which I have loved
long since -- and lost a while."
014 --
"FIVE MINUTES MORE TO LIVE"
A young
man stood before a large audience in the most fearful
position a human being could be placed-on the scaffold! The
noose had been adjusted around his neck. In a few moments
more he would be in eternity. The sheriff took out his watch
and said, "If you have anything to say, speak now; as
you have but five minutes more to live." What awful
words for a young man to hear, in full health and vigor!
Shall I
tell you his message to the youth about him? He burst into
tears and said with sobbing: "1 have to die! I had only
one little brother. He had beautiful blue eyes and flaxen
hair. How I loved him! I got drunk -- the first time. I found
my little brother gathering strawberries. I got angry with
him, without cause; and killed him with a blow from a rake. I
knew nothing about it till I awoke on the following day and
found myself closely guarded. They told me that when my
little brother was found, his hair was clotted with his blood
and brains. Whisky had done it! It has ruined me! I have only
one more word to say to the young people before I go to stand
in the presence of my Judge. Never, Never, NEVER touch
anything that can intoxicate!"
Whiskey
did it! The last words of this doomed young man make our
heart ache, and we cry out to God, "How long, how long
shall our nation be crazed with rum? When, oh when, will the
American people wake up?" Oh that the professed people
of God would vote as they pray. What about the licensed
saloon that deals out this poison that sends millions reeling
and crazed with drink to hell? What about the multitudes of
innocent people who are killed by inches and sacrificed to
the god of rum? We protect and license a man who deals out
death and destruction, and hang a man who gets drunk and
kills his neighbor. Who was most to blame -- this young man,
or the saloon-keeper who made him crazy, or the government
that gave the saloon-keeper license not only to make crazy
but to ruin soul and body? God help us to decide this
question in the light of the coming judgment. Amen.
015 --
BLACK DAYS AND WHITE ONES -- A RESCUE STORY
We are
thankful to God that we have had the privilege of helping to
launch the Rescue Home in Grand Rapids, Mich. We induced the
Salvation Army to open a home in our city by furnishing the
buildings free of rent the first year, and by helping in
other ways. Capt. Duzau, the first in charge, led not only
the subject of the sketch to God, but most of the other girls
that passed through the home have been saved from a life of
shame, and I am told by good authority that most all of the
girls who enter the various rescue homes of the Army are
saved. We quote the following from the War Cry:
Alice's
life had always been a sad one -- at least, as far as she
could remember. Perhaps the first three years of babyhood
life had been as pleasant and happy as if she had been born
in a more comfortable home But Alice couldn't be sure about
this, and no one else could speak for her.
Certainly
there was misery and unhappiness from one day on -- misery
that lasted for nearly fifteen years of girlhood life. That
was the day which came shortly after her third birthday, when
Alice ceased to be a baby.
She
couldn't remember much about it, but it seemed like a big,
round, black spot, big enough to shut out all the sunlight
from life. The day itself was dark and gloomy, but that
wasn't the worst. Some strange men Alice had never seen
before came to the little house -- and they were all dressed
in black -- and they took away something in a long, black box
-- and Alice never saw her mother again after that day. No
wonder it seemed to the child -- the youngest one of the five
thus suddenly left motherless -- like something black and
awful.
Besides,
after that, life was bitterly hard for the one who was still
the youngest, but no longer watched over with care that even
a three-year-old baby needs. Things at home which had been in
some ways bad enough before were worse now; and, from that
time on, the child grew up in an atmosphere of such moral
degradation that it is a wonder she did not fall sooner and
sin more deeply than was the case. Two of her sisters lived
an openly sinful life, and assuredly the brother for whom she
went to keep house as soon as she was old enough, was no
better. A companion of this brother came to the house one
day; when he went away he was as light-hearted and careless
as ever, but he left behind him such a burden of shame and
sorrow and disgrace as poor Alice felt she could not carry.
This
girl of seventeen went to her two sisters with the weight of
sorrow and wrong, to the two sisters who should have stood in
the place of mother to her.
"Nonsense,"
said Kate, "why, you'll get used to it!" Bettina
was a little more sympathetic, but even more discouraging.
"I never thought you'd feel like that," she said,
"but it's too late to mend matters now. It could have
been helped yesterday, but not today. What's done can't be
undone. There isn't a respectable woman in the world whom
speak to you now!" Alice walked away as if in a dream.
"What's done can't be undone," she kept repeating
to herself, as if to fasten the direful statement upon her
mind and memory. Occasionally the words changed, and she
repeated, "It's too late to mend matters now."
It was
the old argument, used so successfully in scores and hundreds
and thousands of cases -- the argument that one step down the
ladder of disgrace involves the whole distance, that there is
no hope, no way of escape, after the first wrong-doing.
"There's
no help for it -- you are doomed now, anyway-no respectable
woman could speak to you -- you might as well take what
pleasure you can out of this life." In almost every
case, someone is sure to come with this temptation of utter
hopelessness, and the young girl whose better nature is
fighting against the horror of the whole thing, calls on that
better nature to yield the battle. "It is no use trying
to be good," she says despairingly.
So it
was with Alice Sawyer. She knew of no one in the village to
whom she could go for help, or even Christian advice, and she
gave up the struggle. "It isn't my fault," she said
to herself once when her half dormant conscience spoke out
and would be heard. "There simply isn't any way out for
me, or if there is, I can't find it, and that's the same
thing."
Weeks
passed by, during which no one would have suspected that
Alice Sawyer felt any repugnance toward the careless,
irregular sort of life she was leading. "There, I knew
she'd get used to it soon enough," exclaimed Kate one
day.
But
Bettina said nothing. Deep down in her heart there was a sort
of sorrow for her youngest sister, but it was a sorrow she
did not know how to put into words.
After a
time Alice went away from home and found her way to the city
of Grand Rapids. Like many others, she imagined that it would
be easy to hide her shame in the midst of a crowd, and as
soon as she arrived in the city she began her search for
work.
She
wanted to be lost, but instead she was found-found by the One
who came to seek and to save that which was lost.
Almost
at the beginning of her search for work, Alice discovered
that one part at least of the disheartening prophecy was
untrue, because she came across an earnest Christian lady,
who not only "spoke to her," but even took her into
her own home for the night.
The next
day this lady brought her to the Salvation Army Rescue Home
in Grand Rapids. Alice wanted to stay, and was very grateful
for the opportunity. Yet it all seemed so strange, so
unexpected, that it took the poor child some time to realize
that "the way out" of her sin and misery had,
actually been found, and that the door was open before her
into paths of new life and hope.
Kneeling
by her bedside one night, Alice claimed fur herself the power
of that uttermost salvation which alone can take away the
bitterness from the memory of such a past as hers, and which
alone can make it possible to sing,
He
breaks the power of canceled sin,
He sets the prisoner free:
His blood can make the foulest clean,
His blood avails for me.
That
night marked the last of Alice's unhappy days, the
"black ones" as she sometimes called them in
contrast to the "white ones" of the new life which
then began. Her one sorrow was for those left behind in the
village home, without any knowledge of Christ, and she prayed
for them all, especially for her father, then seventy-one
years old.
"It
will take something to touch my father's heart," she
said one day to the Captain of the Home; "but I am
praying for him, and I believe he will give his heart to
God."
That
"something" which should touch her father's heart
came sooner than was expected by some.
Alice
had to go to the hospital, and after she had been there a
short time it became evident that she would never be able to
go out again. But she had no fear, and was sorry only because
she had hoped to be able to go to others with the story of
that wonderful salvation which had availed for her.
On the
first evening of her stay in the hospital the Captain and
Lieutenant of the Rescue Home went with her and stayed a few
hours. As they were saying goodnight to her and to the nurse
who was to have her in charge, Alice suddenly dropped on her
knees by the bedside.
It was
indeed a striking picture. On the one side the two
Salvationists in their uniforms, on the other side the nurse
in hers, while by the bedside knelt the girl of eighteen who
had been saved in time from a life of misery and sorrow. It
seemed as if the very light of heaven were striking through,
illuminating the scene with divine radiance and blessing. It
may indeed have been so, for Alice was rapidly nearing the
very gates of heaven.
Suddenly
the summons came -- such a summons always is sudden at the
last, even when the possibility has been in view for some
time.
Word was
sent to the Rescue Home, and the Captain came at once to the
hospital. "I do love you, Captain," said Alice.
Then, with her eyes steadfastly fixed on the face of the one
who had lead her into the light of salvation through Jesus,
the girl passed quietly, peacefully away to that land where
there is no more pain, for the "former things are passed
away."
This
scene might do very well as a beautiful ending to a story
which began in sadness and gloom. It was indeed a bright,
white, glorious day in Alice's experience, but it did not
mark the end of her work on earth.
The
"something" which was to touch her father's heart
did reach and touch that man of seventy-one through his
youngest daughter's death.
At the
simple funeral service, held in the Rescue Home, he came
forward like a child, knelt sobbing by the coffin and asked
God to help him meet his Alice in the great, wonderful land
beyond the grave. -- Adjutant Elizabeth M. Clark
016 --
TRIUMPHANT DEATH OF MRS. MARGARET HANEY
Mrs.
Margaret Haney, of Greenville, Mich., died of cancer, May 31,
1896, aged 53 years. She was converted fifteen years ago in a
meeting held by Bro. S. B. Shaw. Sister Haney was born in
Canada. She was an excellent Christian. A few days before she
died she said to one of the sisters, "Do you know that I
love Jesus?" and to another sister she said, "He
fills my soul with glory." Tuesday before she died she
waved her hands and praised the Lord while Sister Taylor was
reading, "I go to prepare a place for you," etc. A
few hours before she passed away I said, "Sister Haney,
do you know Jesus?" and she nodded her head, after she
could speak no more. She arranged her temporal matters for
her departure, selected the text for her funeral (Rev. 14:
13) and asked Bro. D. G. Briggs to preach her funeral sermon.
The funeral was held at Greenville, June 2. The Comforter was
present to give hope and cheer to sorrowing friends. Sister
Haney will not only be missed in our class, but all over the
city, and especially in her home by her husband and children.
-- Mrs. A. Hoadley
017 --
LAST HOURS ON EARTH OF THE NOTED FRENCH INFIDEL, VOLTAIRE
When
Voltaire felt the stroke that he realized must terminate in
death, he was overpowered with remorse. He at once sent for
the priest, and wanted to be "reconciled with the
church." His infidel flatterers hastened to his chamber
to prevent his recantation; but it was only to witness his
ignominy and their own. He cursed them to their faces; and,
as his distress was increased by their presence, he
repeatedly and loudly exclaimed:
"Begone!
It is you that have brought me to my present condition. Leave
me, I say; begone! What a wretched glory is this which you
have produced to me!"
Hoping
to allay his anguish by a written recantation, he had it
prepared, signed it, and saw it witnessed. But it was all
unavailing. For two months he was tortured with such an agony
as led him at times to gnash his teeth in impotent rage
against God and man. At other times, in plaintive accents, he
would plead, "O Christ! O Lord Jesus!" Then,
turning his face, he would cry out, "I must die --
abandoned of God and of men!"
As his
end drew near, his condition became so frightful that his
infidel associates were afraid to approach his bedside. Still
they guarded the door, that others may not know how awfully
an infidel was compelled to die. Even his nurse repeatedly
said, "For all the wealth of Europe she would never see
another infidel die." It was a scene of horror that lies
beyond all exaggeration. Such is the well-attested end of the
one who had a natural sovereignty of intellect, excellent
education, great wealth, and much earthly honor. We may all
well exclaim with Balsam, "Let me die the death of the
righteous, and let my last end be like his. -- The Contrast
Between Infidelity and Christianity
018 --
DYING WORDS OF SAMUEL HICK
Many of
our readers no doubt have heard of "Sammy Hick, the
Village Blacksmith." His eccentricities and devotion to
God are widely known, not only in England, his native land,
but in other countries as well. His biographer says:
In 1825,
Mr. Hick gave up business and devoted the remainder of his
days to the work of the Lord. Everywhere he became very
popular. In London he drew crowds to hear him, and he was the
means of doing much good. In speaking in the pulpit or on the
platform, he was loud and vehement; on warming up with his
subject he was much given to gesticulation and stamping,
making the platform tremble under him; in fact, on one
occasion he stamped the platform down. "Just at the
moment of applying his subject," says Rev. J. Everett,
"and saying, 'Thus it was that the prophets went,' that
part of the platform on which he stood gave way, and he
instantly disappeared. Fortunately no injury was done."
And now
the time for his dissolution drew near. About a month before
he died he told his friends he was "going home." He
wished Mr. Dawson to preach his funeral sermon from Isaiah
48: 18; he also desired that his death should be advertised
in the Leeds paper, and that a sack of meal should be baked
into bread and two cheeses purchased for the use of those who
came to witness the interment. "My friends will all
come," said he, "there will be a thousand people at
my funeral." By Martha's desire, however, Mr. Dawson
succeeded in "persuading him off" this baking and
cheese purchasing business, especially as his means were
small. That dry, hearty humor to which he was so much given
showed itself even in his last hours. A friend who prayed
with him in his last illness asked the Lord to "make his
bed in his affliction." "Yes," responded
Sammy, "and shake it well, Lord." Remembering that
the stairs were narrow, and the windows of the room small, he
said to those about him, "As soon as I die, you must
take the body down and lay it out; for you will not be able
to get the coffin either down-stairs or out of the
windows." Then after singing I'll praise my Maker while
I've breath:
And when
my voice is lost in death,
Praise shall employ my nobler powers,
he said
faintly, "I am going, get the sheets ready"; and on
Monday, at 11 p. m., Nov. 9th, 1829, in the 71st year of his
age, he took his departure. On the following Sunday he was
buried in Aberford Churchyard, and about a thousand persons
attended the funeral; many of whom after taking their last
look at the coffin, turned away exclaiming, "If ever
there was a good man, Sammy Hick was one." -- Life
Stories Of Remarkable Preachers
019 --
THE SAINTED SUSANNA WESLEY
"The
Mother of Methodism" was born in London in 1669, and was
the youngest child of Dr. Samuel Annesley, an able and
prominent minister, who paid every attention to the education
of his favorite daughter. When Susanna was twenty years of
age she and her husband, Samuel Wesley, a graduate of Exeter
College and a curate in London, began married life on an
income of sixty pounds a year. The young husband was a
diligent student and devoted to his work; his beautiful wife,
a person of fine manners. Had Susanna Wesley not been a
person of very strong will, she could not have borne all the
trials, privations and hardships incident to her long and
toilsome life. Not only did poverty often stare the rapidly
increasing family in the face, but in 1702 their home was
destroyed by fire and other troubles fast followed. Mr.
Wesley, owing debts which he could not pay, was put into
prison, where he remained three months before his friends
succeeded in releasing him. A still greater calamity was
awaiting them. In 1709 Epworth Rectory was burned to the
ground, and some of the children narrowly escaped with their
lives. Their books, which had been purchased with great
self-denial, twenty pounds in money and their clothing were
all gone. A month later Mrs. Wesley's nineteenth and last
child was born. The rectory was after a time rebuilt and the
scattered family reunited.
Notwithstanding
her manifold household duties Mrs. Wesley found time for a
vast amount of literary work. Not only did she conduct a
household school, which she continued for twenty years, but
she prepared three text-books for the religious training of
her children.
She also
held Sunday evening services in the rectory for her children
and servants. Others asked permission to come, and often two
hundred were present.
The
letters she wrote to her children give some insight into her
pure and noble character. When John entered school at London
many letters passed between mother and son. She advised him
what books to read. "Imitation of Christ" and
"Rules for Holy Living and Dying" made lasting
impressions upon him. When he was first asked to go to
America to preach the gospel he hesitated, wishing to remain
near his aged mother. When he consulted her she replied,
"Had I twenty sons I should rejoice were they all so
employed, though I should never see them again." What
must have been her feelings as she witnessed the grand work
done by his son before she was called away.
"Children,
as soon as I am released sing a psalm of praise to God,"
was her last uttered request. The words of her son Charles,
"God buries the workmen, but the work goes on," are
true, and though this model mother has long since passed
away, the grand work of her sons still goes forward. --
Traits of Character
020 --
"OH! I HAVE MISSED IT AT LAST!"
Some
time ago, a physician called upon a young man who was ill. He
sat for a little while by the bedside, examining his patient,
and then he honestly told him the sad intelligence that he
had but a very short time to live. The young man was
astonished; he did not expect it would come to that so soon.
He forgot that death comes "in such an hour as ye think
not." At length he looked up into the face of the
doctor, and, with a most despairing countenance, repeated the
expression, "I have missed it -- at last."
"What
have you missed?" inquired the tenderhearted,
sympathizing physician.
"I
have missed it -- at last," again he repeated.
"Missed
what?"
"Doctor,
I have missed the salvation of my soul."
"Oh,
say not so -- it is not so. Do you remember the thief on the
cross?"
"Yes,
I remember the thief on the cross. And I remember that he
never said to the Holy Ghost, 'Go thy way.' But I did. And
now He is saying to me, 'Go your way.'" He lay gasping a
while, and looking up with a vacant, starting eye, he said,
"I was awakened and was anxious about my soul a little
time ago. But I did not want to be saved then. Something
seemed to say to me, 'Don't put it off, make sure of
salvation.' I said to myself, 'I will postpone it.' I knew I
ought not to do it. I knew I was a great sinner, and needed a
Savior. I resolved, however, to dismiss the subject for the
present. Yet I could not get my own consent to do it until I
had promised to take it up again, at a time not remote and
more favorable. I bargained away, resisted and insulted the
Holy Spirit. I never thought of coming to this. I meant to
have made my salvation sure, and now I have missed it -- at
last."
"You
remember," said the doctor, "that there were some
who came at the eleventh hour."
"My
eleventh hour," he rejoined, "was when I had that
call of the Spirit. I have had none since -- shall not have.
I am given over to be lost. Oh! I have missed it! I have sold
my soul for nothing -- a feather -- a straw -- undone
forever!" This was said with such indescribable
despondency, that nothing was said in reply. After lying a
few moments, he raised his head, and looking all around the
room as if for some desired object, he buried his face in the
pillow, and again exclaimed in agony and horror, "Oh! I
have missed it at last!" and died.
Reader,
you need not miss your salvation, for you may have it now.
What you have read is a true story. How earnestly it says to
you, "NOW is the accepted time!"
"Today,
if ye will hear His voice, harden not your hearts" (Heb.
3: 7, 8). -- The Fire Brand
021 --
"VICTORY! TRIUMPH! TRIUMPH!" WERE JOHN S. INSKIP'S
LAST WORDS
This
great evangelist of full salvation was greatly used in
bringing Christians from a life of wandering in the
wilderness of doubts and fears to the promised land of
perfect rest. For many years he was at the head of the great
holiness movement in this country. His biographer says:
"The
agents whom God employs for special work, are marked men --
men who seem, by special enduement, to be leaders; and who at
once, by their superior adaptation, command public attention
and take their place, by general consent, in the front ranks.
Such a character was Rev. John S. Inskip."
He was a
great sufferer for many weeks before he died. On one occasion
Mrs. Inskip said: "My dear, religion was good when you
were turned from your father's home; it was good in the midst
of labor, trials and misrepresentations; it has been good in
the midst of great battles, and when the glorious victory
came; does it now hold in the midst of this great
suffering?" He pressed her hand, and with uplifted eyes,
and a hallowed smile, responded, "Yes, oh yes! I am
unspeakably happy." This was followed by "Glory!
glory!" During his sickness he requested many of his
friends to sing and pray with him. He was "always
cheerful and his face radiant with smiles and bright with the
light of God. His biographer says:
The last
song sung, on the day of his departure, was, "'The Sweet
Bye And Bye." While singing that beautiful and
appropriate hymn, the dying man pressed his loving wife to
his breast, and then, taking her hands in his, raised them up
together, and with a countenance beaming with celestial
delight, shouted, "Victory! Triumph! Triumph:"
These were his last words on earth.
He
ceased to breathe at 4 p. m., March 7, 1884 But so peacefully
and imperceptibly did he pass away, that those who watched by
him could scarcely perceive the moment when he ceased to
live. On that day the Christian warrior, the powerful
preacher, the tender husband, the world-renowned evangelist,
was gathered to his fathers, and rested from his toil. And
thou art crowned at last."
The
intelligence of his death spread throughout all the land with
great rapidity, and though not unexpected, it produced a
profound impression upon all. Letters of Christian sympathy
for the afflicted widow came pouring in from all parts of the
country. The general feeling was, that a great and useful man
had fallen -- one whose place in the holiness movement of the
country could not easily be filled. -- Life of John S. Inskip
022 --
THE WONDERFUL COURAGE OF THE MARTYR PHILIP, BISHOP OF
HERACLEA
Philip,
bishop of Heraclea, in Asia Minor, who lived in the third
century, had in almost every act of his life shown himself to
be a good Christian.
An
officer, named Aristomachus, being sent to shut up the
Christian church in Heraclea, Philip told him that the
shutting up of buildings made by hands could not destroy
Christianity; for the true faith dwelt not in the places
where God is adored, but in the hearts of His people.
Being
denied entrance to the church in which he used to preach,
Philip took up his station at the door, and there exhorted
the people to patience, perseverance and godliness. For this
he was seized and carried before the governor, who severely
reproved him, and then said: "Bring all the vessels used
in your worship, and the Scriptures which you read and teach
the people, and surrender them to me, before you are forced
to do so by tortures." Philip listened unmoved to this
harsh command, and then replied "If you take any
pleasure in seeing us suffer, we are prepared for the worst
you can do. This infirm body is in your power; use it as you
please. The vessels you demand shall be delivered up, for God
is not honored by gold and silver, but by faith in His name.
As to the sacred books, it is neither proper for me to part
with them, nor for you to receive them." This answer so
much enraged the governor, that he ordered the venerable
bishop to be put to the torture.
The
crowd then ran to the place where the Scriptures and the
church plate were kept. They broke down the doors, stole the
plate, and burned the books; after this they wrecked the
church. When Philip was taken to the market-place, he was
ordered to sacrifice to the Roman gods. In answer to this
command, he made a spirited address on the real nature of the
Deity; and said that it appeared that the heathens worshipped
that which might lawfully be trodden under foot, and made
gods of such things as Providence had designed for their
common use. Philip was then dragged by the mob through the
streets, severely scourged, and brought again to the
governor; who charged him with obstinate rashness, in
continuing disobedient to the emperor's command. To this he
boldly replied that he thought it wise to prefer heaven to
earth, and to obey God rather than man. The governor then
sentenced him to be burned, which was done accordingly, and
he expired singing praises to God in the midst of the fire.
-- Foxes Book, of Martyrs
023 --
"I CAN SEE THE OLD DEVIL HERE ON THE BED WITH ME."
There
lived at one time in our neighborhood a man whom we will call
Mr. B____. He was intelligent, lively, a good
conversationalist, and had many friends. But Mr. B loved
tobacco and strong drink, and was not friendly to
Christianity. He would not attend church and would laugh and
make fun of religion, and some of his neighbors he would call
Deacon so-and-so for fun.
But Mr.
B____ was growing old. His head was frosted over with many
winters and he had long since passed his three score and ten
years.
At the
close of a wintry day, in a blinding snowstorm, a neighbor
called at our home saying Mr. B____ wished to see my husband.
Knowing Mr. B____ was ill, my husband was soon on his way. On
entering the sick room, he asked what he wished of him. He
replied, "O, I want you to pray for me."
"Shall I not read a chapter from the Bible to you
first?" was asked. He assented. The chapter selected was
the fifth of St. John. While reading, Mr. B____ would say,
"I can see the old devil here on the bed with me, and he
takes everything away from me as fast as you read it to me,
and there are little ones on each side of me." After
reading, prayer was offered for him, and he was told to pray
for himself. He said: "I have prayed for two days and
nights and can get no answer. I can shed tears over a corpse,
but over this Jesus I cannot shed a tear. It is too late, too
late! Twenty-five years ago, at a camp-meeting held near my
home, was the time that I had ought to have given my heart to
Jesus. Oh!" he cried, "see the steam coming up! See
the river rising higher and higher! Soon it will be over me
and I will be gone."
The room
was filled with companions of other days; not a word was
spoken by them. Fear seemed to have taken hold of them; and
some said after that, "I never believed in a hell
before, but I do now. O, how terrible!"
Mr.
B____ lived but a short time after this and then died as he
had lived, a stranger to Jesus, with no interest in His
cleansing blood. -- E. A. Rowes
024 --
"GOD HAS CALLED ME TO COME UP HIGHER."
Mrs.
Gafford was dying, away from father, mother, brothers and
sisters. Not one of her relatives knew of her illness. She
mentioned this fact to me, and requested me to tell her
people how kind her husband's family had been to her, and
that she had had everything that could be done for her. Mrs.
Gafford was a noted teacher, and was a graduate from the
Normal College, South Nashville. She had been married but two
months before her death occurred, which was on the same day
that her marriage took place. Mr. Gafford's youngest brother
came for me, saying, "Sister Chloe says she is dying and
wants to see you." As I entered the room, she said,
"Mrs. Moore, God has called me to come home. I have had
a happy, beautiful home on this earth, but God has one for me
that will last forever." When Bro. Harrel came, she
said, "Bro. Harrel, God has called me to come up higher.
He says my life's work is done." Bro. Harrel said,
"We need you so much here, I am going to ask God to
spare you to us." Mrs. Gafford replied, "The Lord's
will be done." Bro. Harrel then read to her from the
Bible. She commented on each passage, saying, "The Lord
has been all this to me." As he read "When thou
passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through
the rivers, they shall not overflow thee," she said,
"Bro. Harrel, death is the deep waters, God is with
me." Then, putting her arms around her mother-in-law's
neck, she said, "God has sent me here to die to win you
to heaven." She then began to sing "The Unclouded
Day" and "Home, Sweet Home"; and soon after
left us to live with God. As .Mr. Gafford, her husband's
father, had died several years before, they did not know each
other on this earth, but I am sure that they have met up
yonder. -- Prepared for this book by Mrs. T. C. Moore,
White's Bend, Tenn.
025 --
CARRIE CARMEN'S VISION OF THE HOLY CITY
When
Carrie Carmen, with whom the author was personally
acquainted, as pastor, came to the "river's
margin," perfectly conscious, she gazed upward, and
exclaimed, "Beautiful! beautiful! beautiful"
One
asked, "What is so beautiful?"
"Oh,
they are so beautiful."
"What
do you see?"
"Angels;
and they are so beautiful."
"How
do they look?"
"Oh,
I can't tell you, they are so beautiful."
"Have
they wings?"
"Yes;
and hark! hark! they sing the sweetest of anything I ever
heard."
"Do
you see Christ?"
"No;
but I see the Holy City that was measured with the reed whose
length and breadth and height are equal, and whose top
reaches to the skies; and it is so beautiful I can't tell you
how splendid it is." Then she repeated the verse
beginning "Through the valley of the shadow I must
go."
She then
spoke of the loneliness of her husband, and prayed that he
might have grace to bear his bereavement, and that strength
might be given him to go out and labor for souls. (They were
expecting soon to enter the ministry.) She also prayed for
her parents, asking that they might make an unbroken band in
the beautiful city. She closed her eyes and rested a moment,
and then looked up with beaming eyes and said: "I see
Christ, and oh, He is so beautiful."
Her
husband asked again, "How does He look?"
"I
can't tell you; but He is so much more beautiful than all me
rest." Again she said, "I see the Holy City."
Then, gazing a moment, she said, "So many!"
"What
do you see, of which there are so many?"
"People."
"How
many are there?"
"A
great many; more than I can count."
"Any
you know?"
"Yes,
a great many."
"Who?"
"Uncle
George and a lot more. They are calling me. They are
beckoning to me."
"Is
there any river there?"
"No;
I don't see any."
Her
husband then said, "Carrie, do you want to go and leave
me?"
"No;
not until it is the Lord's will that I should go. I would
like to stay and live for you and God's work. His will be
done." Presently she lifted her eyes and said, "Oh,
carry me off from this bed."
Her
husband said, "She wants to be removed from the
bed." But his father said, "She is talking with the
angels."
When
asked if she were, she replied, "Yes." She then
thanked the doctor for his kindness to her, and asked him to
meet her in heaven. She closed her eyes, and seemed to be
rapidly sinking away.
Her
husband kissed her and said, "Carrie, can't you kiss
me?"
She
opened her eyes and kissed him, and said: "Yes; I can
come back to kiss you. I was part way over." She said
but little more, but prayed for herself and for her friends.
Frequently she would gaze upward and smile, as though the
sights were very beautiful." -- Christ Crowned Within
026 --
THE AWFUL END OF A BACKSLIDER
The
following is a short account of the life and death of William
Pope, of Bolton, in Lancashire. He was at one time a member
of the Methodist Society, and was a saved and happy man. His
wife, a devoted saint, died triumphantly. After her death his
zeal for religion declined, and by associating with
back-slidden professors he entered the path of ruin. His
companions even professed to believe in the redemption of
devils. William became an admirer of their scheme, a
frequenter with them of the public-house, and in time a
common drunkard.
He
finally became a disciple of Thomas Paine, and associated
himself with a number of deistical persons at Bolton, who
assembled together on Sundays to confirm each other in their
infidelity. They amused themselves with throwing the Word of
God on the floor, kicking it around the room, and treading it
under their feet. God laid His hand on this man's body, and
he was seized with consumption.
Mr.
Rhodes was requested to visit William Pope. He says:
"When I first saw him he said to me, 'Last night I
believe I was in hell, and felt the horrors and torment of
the dammed; but God has brought me back again, and given me a
little longer respite. The gloom of guilty terror does not
sit so heavy upon me as it did, and I have something like a
faint hope that, after all I have done, God may yet save me.'
After exhorting him to repentance and confidence in the
Almighty Savior, I prayed with him and left him. In the
evening he sent for me again. I found him in the utmost
distress, overwhelmed with bitter anguish and despair. I
endeavored to encourage him. I spoke of the infinite merit of
the great Redeemer, and mentioned several cases in which God
had saved the greatest sinners, but he answered, 'No case of
any that has been mentioned is comparable to mine. I have no
contrition; I cannot repent. God will damn me: I know the day
of grace is lost. God has said of such as are in my case,
"I will laugh at your calamity, and mock when your fear
cometh,"'
I said,
'Have you ever known anything of the mercy and love of God?'
'Oh, yes,' he replied; 'many years ago I truly repented and
sought the Lord and found peace and happiness.' I prayed with
him after exhorting him to seek the Lord, and had great hopes
of his salvation; he appeared much affected, and begged I
would represent his case in our Society and pray for him. I
did so that evening, and many hearty petitions were put up
for him."
Mr.
Barraclough gives the following account of what he witnessed.
He says: "I went to see William Pope, and as soon as he
saw me he exclaimed, 'You are come to see one who is damned
forever!' I answered, 'I hope not; Christ can save the chief
of sinners.' He replied, 'I have denied Him, I have denied
Him; therefore hath He cast me off forever! I know the day of
grace is past, gone -- gone, never more to return!' I
entreated him not to be too hasty, and to pray. He answered,
'I cannot pray; my heart is quite hardened, I have no desire
to receive any blessing at the hand of God,' and then cried
out, 'Oh, the hell, the torment, the fire that I feel within
reel Oh, eternity.' eternity! To dwell forever with devils
and damned spirits in the burning lake must be my portion,
and that justly!'
On
Thursday I found him groaning under the weight of the
displeasure of God. His eyes roiled to and fro; he lifted up
his hands, and with vehemence cried out, 'Oh, the burning
flame, the hell, the pain I feel! I have done, done the deed,
the horrible, damnable deed!' I prayed with him, and while I
was praying he said with inexpressible rage, 'I will not have
salvation at the hand of God! No, no! I will not ask it of
Him.'
After a
short pause, he cried out, 'Oh, how I long to be in the
bottomless pit -- in the lake which burneth with fire and
brimstone!' The day following I saw him again. I said,
'William, your pain is inexpressible.' He groaned, and with a
loud voice cried out, 'Eternity will explain my torments. I
tell you again, I am damned. I will not have salvation.' He
called me to him as if to speak to me, but as soon as I came
within his reach he struck me on the head with all his might,
and gnashing his teeth, cried out, 'God will not hear your
prayers.'
At
another time he said, 'I have crucified the Son of God
afresh, and counted the blood of the covenant an unholy
thing! Oh, that wicked and horrible deed of blaspheming
against the Holy Ghost! which I know I have committed!' He
was often heard to exclaim, 'I want nothing but hell! Come, O
devil, and take me!' At another time he said, 'Oh, what a
terrible thing it is! Once I might, and would not: now I
would and must not.' He declared that he was best satisfied
when cursing. The day he died, when Mr. Rhodes visited him,
and asked the privilege to pray once more with him, he cried
out with great strength, considering his weakness, 'No!' and
passed away in the evening without God."
Backslider,
do you know you are in danger of the fires of hell? Do you
know you are fast approaching the
"Line
by us unseen
That crosses every path,
That marks the boundary between
God's mercy and His wrath."
You are,
and unless you turn quickly, you with William Pope will be
writhing in hell through all eternity. God says, "The
backslider in heart shall be filled with his own ways."
But He says again, "Return, ye backsliding children, and
I will heal your backslidings." Oh, come back and be
healed before God shall say of you, "He is joined to his
idols, let him alone." -- Remarkable Narratives
027 --
THE ADVICE OF ETHAN ALLEN, THE NOTED INFIDEL, TO HIS DYING
DAUGHTER
Though
the following biographic note may be familiar to some, it may
yet be useful to many. Ethan Allen was a professed infidel.
He wrote a book against the divinity of our blessed Lord. His
wife was a Christian, earnest, cheerful and devoted. She died
early, leaving an only daughter behind, who became the idol
of her father. She was a fragile, sensitive child, and
entwined herself about the rugged nature of her sire, as the
vine entwines itself about the knotty and gnarled limbs of
the oak. Consumption marked this fair girl for its own; and
she wasted away day by day, until even the grasshopper became
a burden.
One day
her father came into her room and sat down by her bedside. He
took her wan, ethereal hand in his. Looking her father
squarely in the face, she said:
"My
dear father, I'm going to die." "Oh! no, my child!
Oh! no. The spring is coming and with the birds and breezes
and the bloom, your pale cheeks will blush with health."
"No; the doctor was here today. I felt I was nearing the
grave, and I asked him to tell me plainly what I had to
expect. I told him that it was a great thing to exchange
worlds; that I did not wish to be deceived about myself, and
if I was going to die I had some preparations I wanted to
make. He told me my disease was beyond human skill; that a
few more suns would rise and set, and then I would be borne
to my burial. You will bury me, father, by the side of my
mother, for that was her dying request. But father, you and
mother did not agree on religion. Mother often spoke to me of
the blessed Savior who died for us all. She used to pray for
both you and me, that the Savior might be our friend, and
that we might all see Him as our Savior, when He sits
enthroned in His glory. I don't feel that Z can go alone
through the dark valley of the shadow of death. Now, tell me,
father, whom shall I follow, you or mother? Shall I reject
Christ, as you have taught me, or shall I accept Him, as He
was my mother's friend in the hour of her great sorrow?"
There
was an honest heart beneath that rough exterior. Though tears
nearly choked his utterance, the old soldier said:
"My
child, cling to your mother's Savior; she was right. I'll try
to follow you to that blessed abode."
A serene
smile over-spread the face of the dying girl, and who can
doubt there is an unbroken family in heaven.
028 --
"MA, I SHALL BE THE FIRST OF OUR FAMILY OVER
YONDER."
Asa Hart
Alling, eldest son of Rev. J. H. and Jennie E. Alling, of
Rock River Conference, was born Dec. 20, 1866, in Newark,
Kendall County, Ill.; and died in Chicago, April 19, 1881. He
was converted and united with the church at Morris when
eleven. His conversion was clear and well defined, and his
Christian life eminently satisfactory. He was regularly
present at worship, and frequently took part. He would
invariably close his prayer by asking the Lord to keep him
"from bad boys." He assisted cheerfully in the
fulfillment of his own prayer, and made choice of the more
noble youths of his own age. And while most boys were
devoting their spare time to fun and rude sport, he was
applying himself to works of benevolence and humanity, and
numbers of aged and infirm people living near Simpson church
will bear record of the good deeds by his youthful hands. In
the public school he took high rank, and led his classmates.
For his years he was well advanced. Friday, April 15, he
complained of being ill, but insisted upon going to school.
He returned in distress, took to his bed, and did not leave
it. He was smitten with cerebro-spinal meningitis, and was at
times in agony. Through it all he proved himself a hero and a
Christian conqueror. Be realized that his sickness would
terminate fatally, and talked about death with composure.
He put
his arms about his mother's neck, and gently drawing her face
close to his own, said, "Ma, I shall be the first of our
family over yonder, but I will stand on the shore and wait
for you all to come." He requested his mother to sing
for him, "Pull for the shore." She being completely
overcome with grief could not sing. He said, "Never
mind, ma; you will sing it after I am gone, won't you?"
To a Christian lady who came to see him, he said, "You
sing for me. Sing 'Hold the fort:'" She sang it.
"Now sing 'Hallelujah: 'Tis done.'" He fully
realized that the work of his salvation was done, and he was
holding the fort till he should be called up higher. He
bestowed his treasures upon his brother and sisters. He gave
his Bible to his brother Treat; and as he did so said to his
father, "Pa, tell aunty, who gave me this Bible, that I
died a Christian." His last hours of consciousness were
rapidly closing. He remarked, "Ma, I shall not live till
morning; I am so tired, and will go to sleep. If I do not
wake up, good-bye; good-bye all." A short time afterward
he fell asleep. He was not, for God had taken him. He had
reached the shores of eternal life for which he had pulled so
earnestly and with success. His funeral was attended by a
large concourse of people, who thronged the church. The
services were conducted by several of the Chicago pastors,
and were very impressive and instructive. We all felt as if
we had lost a treasure, and heaven had gained a jewel. -- G.
A. Vanhorne
029 --
"TAKE THEM AWAY -- TAKE THEM AWAY."
"Some
years ago a neighboring family, consisting of father, mother,
and five or six children that God had entrusted to their
care, were all seemingly without a thought of eternity -- all
for the world and the things of the world. But soon the dark
shadows began to gather. The father was taken sick. He grew
worse and worse and soon it was said that he was seriously
ill. In a few short days the message came to me saying,
"Come quick, Mr. S. is dying." I went immediately
to his bedside, and found him talking and trying to draw back
from some apparition that he evidently saw, saying,
"Take them away! Take them away!" It seemed to be
the demons or the wicked spirits tormenting him while yet
alive."
The
above was recently sent us for publication by Mrs. M. E.
Holland, Bentonville, Ark. May God help all our readers, if
not already free from evil spirits, to call on God to take
them away at once -- not wait until they are called to die.
The time to get rid of the devil is when he first makes his
appearance, or when the soul becomes conscious of his
presence. May God help our readers to realize that "The
Lord knoweth how to deliver the godly out of
temptation." "Now all these things happened unto
them for ensamples: and they are written for our admonition,
upon whom the ends of the world are come. Wherefore let him
that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall. There hath
no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God
is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that
ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way of
escape, that ye may be able to bear it. Wherefore, my dearly
beloved, flee from idolatry. I speak as to wise men; judge ye
what I say" (1 Cor. 10: 11-12).
030 -- A
DYING MAN'S REGRETS
A
minister once said to a dying man, "If God should
restore you to health, think you that you would alter your
course of life?" He answered: "I call heaven and
earth to witness, I would labor for holiness as I shall soon
labor for life. As for riches and pleasure and the applause
of men, I account them as dross. Oh! if the righteous Judge
would but reprieve and spare .he a little longer, in what
spirit would I spend the remainder of my days! I would know
no other business, aim at no other end, than perfecting
myself in holiness. Whatever contributed to that -- every
means of grace, every opportunity of spiritual improvement,
should be dearer to me than thousands of gold and silver.
But, alas! why do I amuse myself with fond imaginations? The
best resolutions are now insignificant, because they are too
late."
Such was
the language of deep concern uttered by one who was beginning
to look at these things in the light of the eternal world,
which, after all, is the true light. Here we stand on the
little molehills of sublunary life, where we cannot get a
clear view of that other world; but, oh! what must it be to
stand on the top of the dark mountain of death, and take an
outlook upon our surroundings, knowing that from the top of
that mountain, if angel pinions do not lift us to the skies,
we must take